My Heart Is Empty TODAY!

Do you ever feel like something is missing now a days?
So far the years are going by so fast
And i can hardly keep up
My mind is empty
But words, feelings, pictures
Are coming in mind
My heart today is empty
It is filling with sadness
Tears are filling my heart
These pictures you see
The one with where you see a baby pointing at something is my late uncle Steven or Jackie and me
The one with just all by herself smiling is my grandma or which we call her "MY MUM"
The other picture is my best friend that i really miss so badly
These people you see these are the people i really miss so much that my heart is filling with tears, sadness is in the air
Sucking it in me
My Heart Is Empty TODAY!
I know that everyone misses someone
I know how it feel
I miss them so hard that I dream of them sometimes
That is only when them darn problem comes back
Also coming along other problem I hate really bad
But I am hanging on
I am still alive
I love them all

Do You Ever Feel Like No One Is Listening To You?

Some days i feel like no one is listening to you
When you are having them no so happy days
Or you just want to tell some one that your having the best days ever
Sometimes i feel like that
Even at home
Just like the people are in their own world
And don't want to be bothered
One time i did that back when i was young
I wanted to be alone
So i just didn't answer to anyone or bothered to listen
Because i was in my world and didn't want to think any more
But now the years are going by fast
And now i am getting less not paying attention to
This want to listen and have a great day
And try make the one i know not feeling left out
Or either just try make them smile
That is what happened with my sister and me
Sometimes we do make each other mad
But in a few minutes we soon forget what we did to make us mad
We soon laugh at each other
It is just that i can't stay mad at my friends or my family
Sometimes i feel like no one listens
But someone does listen

The Snow is Falling

The snow you see
Falling from the sky
Seems like stars falling down to earth
Not making any noise
While landing on the ground
Nothing at all
You can even sleep and nothing will make noise
Just the things around us
Like the kids, snow machines, etc.
But the snow does nothing to make you awake
Unless when the snow lands on your skin
It starts off cold
Then turns into water running down our face
It will feel like your crying
But your not crying
When you cry and taste them both
There is two different tasted between them
Your tears taste like salt water like the sea
But the snow taste nothing but plain
None to be added
For instance
A cup of clean unwanted snow will make a tasty cold drink
After getting the snow
Bring it back and add either juice powder or even pop
This will make your drink a lot better then a warm drink
Also we can use this snow that is white
Add it to your 50 something or 10 gallon bucket and there you will soon have fresh cold water
The Snow is Falling
The taste, look, sound, and the feel of it
Makes me feel happy that we do have snow in Alaska
Do you agree with me
One thing about this snow
We can ride around with snow machine to anywhere near our village
We also can play snow ball fight with friends
Making snowman's or either make igloos
The Snow is Falling

My Colloge

this colloge you see was made by me and these things you see are all by me and is so me...i kidd well you see them colors well these color represent the colors i felt as i was growing up from childhood, and you see a picture of my grandma but you can hardly see her because it was hard for me to let her go that time but i am mostly thinking of her and seeing her picture also i am glad my mom made a home movie about us and every one that passes away in there and it is so awesome seeing them and hearing them once again it is a great feeling seeing them on tv, okay see that i have pictures of me when i was a baby until now but those there while i was growing up i learned from all my mistakes and i know what to do also you see the MP3 on there well i put that one down because the music i hear makes me reflect to my life and how badly i miss my grandma and my best friend 4-life "Michelle Waska" also a book that i read "To Kill A Mockingbird" is suck a great book to read made me laugh in some parts and also made me feel how the main character was feeling throughout the story as well so this colloge is all about me

Can't Think of What To Say?!?

My mind is all over because i was to excited that the Hawks of Napaskiak and one Oscarville Hornets won the state basketball tournament......yea Hawkets.....that is what i think they say when they put Hawks and Hornets together but there is a lot of words they put them together, but that was in my mind the whole time today but my mind is still not organized that much today but i might be either sleepy or just to much thinking about things i need to do....well that is for today so later people

This Picture

When looking at this picture does it look fake or she has been pasted on a back ground of some sort?
this picture is not either fake or she has been pasted on a back ground but this picture is four realz....i like this picture because well first thing she is my grandma, and she lives here in Oscarville. also this picture looks too awesome that i need to post it on and yea hope ya like this, by they way she was ice fishing with my mom and yea down at this river okay i am going laters

A Story Of Brita Ann Holt

Have you ever been called names or been bothered by friends and would like help from someone you can trust? Hi my name is Brita Ann Holt I just turned sixteen in April 1st. I grow up in South Ohio, and my parents are not so quite normal. My friends at school would bother and call me names every school day, and during weekends about how my parents act around things that are not alive. That day I remembered that my mom stepped out side for the very first time, and a basketball hit her right in the face, and ran in the house to get a shotgun. Once she had the gun in her hand she was just about to shoot the ball, but when she looked it was gone. My dad then said to her, “It grew legs and ran away to the trees over there.”

This is my beginning of my paper gots more to write and yea it is going to be about this young teen that is going to be going to a coming of age, and she wants her problems to go away by staying out too late, going to parties, getting into trouble with the law, and she needs someone to talk to but can't have anyone that she trusts because her parents are all not so quite human. So Brita was walking on the beach and found something in a bottle so she read it, and the letter was written by Rosaline. Brita was just thinking to move to where ever Rosaline was at. There will be more about this story i am writing.

Bring-It-On

Why in the world do I have to,
Bring-It-On,
What do I need to Bring,
What kind of It,
Does it have to deal with something,
I don't know what it is,
Why in the world do you say,
Bring-It-On,
What kind of thought is this,
Where is it going,
My mind is blank,
My thoughts are gone,
I don't know what is going on,
Tell me,
Bring-It-On

Hiding Mind

listening to songs,
i don't really mind,
hiding my soul,
to the unknown world,
i maybe loved,
but really uncomfortable,
around this world i never been,
hiding my mind,
under songs i like,
under my dreams,
under my thoughts,
deep below my unknow mind,
travels to places,
i really don't mind,
coming to life,
climbing my way out,
out to this world of life,
being loved my family,
friends, and my lover,
been hiding too long,
found my mind,
now i see the world,
i see you

Forgotten Soul

no one knows where,
but had been lost a year,
not knowing where it has been,
but knowing where it has been tracked,
by this person that felt the pain,
pain of heart broken memories,
the forgotten soul,
was now found,
the year of 2007