Monday, October 27, 2008

Sitting Here Waiting

Not paying attention to the time
Looking out the window
Watching everything 
Birds flying here and there
Snow falling from the clouds to the ground
Looking into the sky
Daydreaming about the future
Sitting here waiting
For the right time to 
Get my degree and start working
Sitting here working
Listening to my teacher
Doing my homework
Sitting here waiting for the day

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Missing You

thinking more about college
missing home of Oscarville
my family there
doing things we always do
getting ready for winter
and getting ready for summer
seeing my family there
then when i am here
in bethel having college
there are no where to be seen
but when i close my eyes every night 
i see them there 
feeling so bad for what i did wrong 
to make them so mad, sad, and gods know what
but i love them so much
that i will do anything to make them happy
like
going to college
not going to stay behind
finish my homework
before i have my free time
calling them to let them know i am doing okay
these i would make them happy
missing Oscarville
missing my family
missing them so bad
can't wait until i am there
like not in my dreams
but there watching them
watching movies
cleaning the house
playing outside in the snow
home once again

Monday, October 6, 2008

First Time Ever Felt Like This


my mind all relaxed
for the first time
my box of blocks
has been taken from me
feeling free from thinking
free for the first time.....ever
enjoying this moment as i can
not feeling like CRAP
freedom for the first time
an adult has come to life
a new adult life ~BuNnA~
has come out to college
first time ever felt like this 
ffrreeee!