silent

in a room
with no one there
just you, yourself
in a room
listening
all you can hear
someone breathing
behind you
in a room
with no on there
you hear someone say your name
but you find out it was all in your head
in a room
all by yourself
silent

wow

end of April and tomorrow is May.....the time and weeks are going by fast.....like wow....tomorrow is May and it is still cold and snowing what else.....today in class we are doing some research and we are learning Hiroshima....the book is awful to read but it is telling what happened and what the people were doing what the bomb exploded....gosh happy last day of April everyone

the scar

do you ever get really bored and decided to do something to make you look like your busy? today
i have and found out i have 28 scars on my hand. these scars are all from cutting things like fish, cooking for my family, and well other stuff we use with ulu and other objects that can cut your skin. i found out i have 19 on my left side and 9 on my right hand. since i was bored at my house i decided to count my scars i can see. from all the scars the worse one is my ring finger and i thought it was not going to happen and i saw it happen to my baby brother's finger. that day i was making soup and i was cutting some onions. i remember the sound of the finger nail how it sounds like something cracked. i made a mistake to put my finger on the way while i was cutting the onion and man when i cut my finger i was thinking that it was not going to be in pain. also i thought that much blood would come out. so when i heard that little noise man i grossed out and went to the sink started to let it bleed and trying to put water but as soon as i did that i soon felt the pain and i felt like fainting. the sound was freaky too like when someone talks they would be in a low deep voice and you couldn't hardly hear them that much. after my mom took care of it well i couldn't because every time i look at the cut i would feel like fainting. my mom told me that my dad did that and i was just like him, i mean just like him. i smiled when she told me and also i thought to myself that i am not going to be those nurses that take cares of cuts. so that is what happened that day i could remember doing and learned from that.

Easter Fun

since it was easter our classmates created the best easter eggs....they created different ways to make the eggs pop out from the white snow....here are hands that worked hard and get one getting dirty and colorful....but i guess if you can see that well you have to look even harder but my thumb is just perfect to see the different colors i dipped my thumb in....the little kids had fun making bags to put their eggs in and some kids couldn't wait to look for the eggs. easter fun was great way to make your weekend fly by so fast.

Graduation

Wow! Graduation! School is almost out for the next year! Summer is coming....But one thing is in my mind this moment....Graduation! My mind is busy with finishing with my school work, coming to school to meet up with my teacher, and we are getting a lot of things done. What a day? What a year? Wow! I am freaking out! But not really I am just hanging in and getting my work done. I thought I was not going to make it but I think I am....Do you ever think sometimes some things that will not happen? Yeah I do that sometimes and some happen without me knowing....like that time Christmas Eve that is my grandma's birthday....Well it was so unexpected visitor came....But yeah I guess well if you are busy with your work on your free time you will never know that you are done with them all homeworks....Oh that is what i did today....Can't believe I am graduating this year, and I thought I was not going to make it....WoW! That is what is in my head at this moment.....Funny aye! LoL!

places to go

WoW! here in oscarville we are not like other places that have airports and that really sucks but it is awesome like when the ice is breaking and see the water rising as high as we seen it go. It sure is freaky at the same time but i don't know about this year ice breaking but i sure know that is it going to be a lot of fun. We get to go down at the river and listen to all the ice breaking and also seeing it move is suck a seen. Just looking at all this snow and well ice i might think that it is going to have a great fun watching ice go away until next year. This is Erin's dog i think a the river she was taking pictures also when we were playing basketball over here well have a nice day and take care people.

summer is coming!

summer fun....i wrote a poem about that in one of our Buddy Groups we do every Friday but i guess i forgot what it was all about but all i know it is all about summer fun i guess but i will make sure a new one is on..

Summer Is Coming
out of school
summer fun is here
here to make a smile on our face
enjoy the moments with friends
summer fun
spend time with family
or either friends
summer is coming
tell all your friends and family
enjoy these memories
learn what your grandpa or grandma does
what they do will make you smile
listening to them will fill your heart with their stories
summer is coming
yeah!this is my brother Nick
we were busy in our fish camp that time

trying to have class

this picture i took was in Toksook Bay with all the Cross-country team in a class room looking like they are having class. by looking at this picture i had a great idea to write a letter to a fake teacher. one student from their class to thank the teacher for teaching him all the things a teacher teaches. also the other people looked like they weren't paying attention and just doing their own. so this letter i wrote meant to be just for fun.

praying baby

Dear Jesus,
hear my prayer. i hope i grow up as a top male model. the reason why i want to be a top male model because by the looks and watching a show about it sounds like it is a lot of fun to do, and get to wear clothes that i normally don't use a lot here as a baby. So becoming a top male model sounds a lot of fun also traveling a lot to different places i never traveled before and i would love to go to Paris, France. Thank you for listening to me.
When he turned 1 years old he soon found out that he was in a baby model as a cute bunny rabbit with pick flowers. When he was in Paris, France just as he prayed to Jesus his prayer was granted but he was dressed as a bunny rabbit which he really does not like these animals and it is all in pink and he does not like pink because pink makes him look fat.

Dear Jesus,
as you can see that i didn't want to be a young male top bunny pink rabbit on my birthday. hear me out again Jesus once again and clear. I want to be a race car driver as soon as i get old enough to drive a machine. Please Jesus don't mess this one up. Thank you for listening to me.

My Sis

<-Jackie Joekay
<-she is my sister
<-i love when i bother her so much that i will be missing her but not for long i will not be gone, and well these year with her was sucks a wonderful years that we had been going through these years losing a loved one that we will never forget them. as you can see that i love my brothers and sisters and well going to miss them while i am gone but i will be here a year so i will be here for their birthdays some of them or most of them but most likely i will be on all of these birthdays but idk about this girl right here my sister "Stephanie Jackie Joekay Cupell'aq"

My Bro

<-this is my brother
<-he makes me laugh
<-i like to do what ever he does like for example: i like to go hunting with him, i like to go riding with him where ever he goes i might follow him, being with my brother is sucks fun and well i guess that time we went ptarmagion hunting and i caught 2 and he caught the rest of them but he was cheating because he was using a shoot gun but i was going to use it but we ran out of shells....it would of been great to try it but this week we are going to head our way in the bluffs and search from them birds that were a lot of them man but we are going hunting....can't wait i had pictures of them but my mom put them in her computer at home and i was going to put them in my but she deleted them so i guess i am going to use her computer and either send to my first class or just add them by using her computer but it sure is slow and yea but that is okay but my bro here is fun to hang out with and i will sure miss him when i am off in college but i will be back when breaks are here so my brother Andrew

4/14/08 morning was BORING!

throughout the morning today was boring so much that i finished some of my work and when i was done there was i mean there was no one there to bother or being bothered by my brother andrew just me myself and i......but i guess this afternoon i am not going to be along and well here is my brother bothering me once again but i missed that even though it was annoying these school years i have been here but i will sure miss that when i am gone....YEAH! THEY ARE HERE!

these pictures were taken today at the hospital and Dential yea my baby sister and i but mostly i was bored so i took some pictures just like this and they are awesome but funny at the same time like this one and then others you see were taken today in bethel so yea here you go enjoy the pictures