~Brake Up~

This years brake up was not very fun like last year and those years I was growing up. But it was kind of interesting because the ice was jamming and the ice was slowing down. Well seen some big ice plus people were fetching some maqi logs. Every year this happens people who maqi's fetch some good logs some would be big and some would be small. These pictures here was taken durning the brake up by Francis "my future husband" and me.







This is a cute picture of my sister Irene and I like this because it has the view of the ice and her.

This is taken by our jungle where we can see apaskiak airport from there. This is also a good picture because how you can see all the ice that stopped. If you can see also the sticks and wood that are with the ice here.

Francis, Nathan, Bethany, Andraya and I went off to the jungle to cheap out how much ice was back there. It was a fun walk over there but scary for me because we had these three younger kids with us.

This here is the jungle because with this big tree it has back there. In the picture is Nathan, Bethany and Andrea

Wow, this is me. I am here on the root of a log. My future husband took this picture and said he liked it because of the background and I also like it as well.

The other picture is Francis another picture I took that almost just like mine which I like.

The last picture I took and liked because of the sunset with these two guys Nick and Francis here posing like girls. I told them to do this because I was too bored plus this would be a good picture to show how our brake up was this year. Hope you liked these pictures and the comments I added them.

Started Like A

This sign "Started Like A" is my titled for today. From being too bored I wanted to write this on a paper and drew it with a pencil. This right here popped up in my head and wanted to post it today.

Started Like A
Monkey on a rope
That humans adore
Started Like A
Spaceship on a starting line
That aliens hate
It all started like a
Started Like A

Now these thoughts just popped in my head and I want you to write one. You can make it in your own way with your own words. I wrote just what popped in my head and that is all I can write with this title.

Summer is near

summer is near
kids playing
schools out
the party just started
sleeping in
staying up late
first of all
No Homework

In The Hospital Again

The day we had been in the hospital again was when my baby got sick. Once in the hospital overnight was not like when i had my baby because it felt like the nurses there the ones that does the night shift was being mean to me. I am thinking that she thought i was a young teen but anyways my baby had to be in the hospital overnight because he was breathing in a way i didn't like and also he was not feeding that much as he usually does. The night has gone by and he looked and sounded better then that day he was not. Glad that we were heading home that day but had to wait until around 4:00 so we had some time to get ready and make sure we never forget some things in the room but one thing i totally forgot was his medicine he had to take. Home again was a good feeling hehe.

Food Food Food.....YUM!

when you think of food, what comes in mind first?
there are a lot of food i love to eat
but some i am allergic to
Food Food
Oh that shrimp fried rice
Gosh yummy jello
Super tasty Akutaq
Food Food
Too many food to taste
Some i am not so happy about
Gosh

Posting From A Long Time

I am finally posting
Never new how many thoughts are going through my head
Writing poems
Thinking of poems to write about
Also some short stories
Posting new thoughts
Today the next day
This year is now
2010
Posting from a long time
Feels good to post
And getting comments from you
Wow today is a new year
Bored
Tired
Sleepy
Hyper
How is your day today?

The Weather

Today the weather is warm.......am I kidding
The weather today is cold.......what am I saying
This year around the weather changed.......getting cold then warm then cold
What is going to come next?
The weather
The weather
I love to be an eskimo......;D
The weather is cold today
Better stay cold
:D do you agree with me :D

The Two Babies

This picture was taken at Napaskiak in my grandma's house after the family gift exchange. Anthony is almost tall as Danielle. She is our cousin/sister. They both looked cute laying on the my grandma's bed :D. The two babies one from Napaskiak and one from Oscarville. Too cute aren't they......;P

Coffee

Love coffee
Morning drink
Having coffee
Makes me wide awake
Hehe....Coffee
Makes me hyper.....sometimes
Taste coffee
Strong/Weak
Makes my day fresh
You have coffee
What happens?
Coffee makes me
Feel wide awake
Gets me hyper
Having coffee is good
Hehe
Love The Coffee!

Russian Orthodox New Years

Today is our Russian Orthodox New Years. The new years was fun heard some gun shot while francis, the baby and i were on the couch watching some shows. A lot never happened but called my cousin and said Happy New Years and my mom called I think after 12 and said Happy New Years, I love you. By the way my baby just turned 1 month yesterday :D.
Happy New Years!

My Son "Anthony"

Anthony Norman Andrew Alirkar

This is my baby boy. He was born December 13, 2009 and his weight was 8lbs 3.6oz 21inch. Now a days he is getting much chubbier and getting bigger since I looked at him. Having a baby was such an experience, I could never say how it was painful and happy he is here with us. Took some pictures of him because how cute he sleeps, gets mad, smiles, and laughs in his dreams oh also cries when he thinks he is alone. My experience was exciting plus nervous but all at the same time I was happy my mom was with me but at the same time I wanted Francis "the father of the baby" to be there too. The special moment was holding and taking care of my son. My little family I love them both too much.

Slaviq

This year slaviq was fun. It took us three days to finsih this time of year. Fun, fun but a lot different because now I have a baby around. It was his first slaviq and new years. All I can say right now is that our slaviq was fun and busy.

Under Age Trouble

Looking at the world around you, you think to yourself that people around us are changing. Every day something has gone wrong, young kids getting into trouble. Under age kids getting into drinking and drugs, they never know what is going to become of them or what is going to happen to them. Think about it young students getting into these things hurts there parents even the kids don't see it, also parents hurting there kids by drinking in front of them.

My thought of this hit me by going to court with my boyfriend that day we were in Bethel. Just being in that room was scary I mean really scary, facing the judge is like facing something you don't want to face ever. Your heart pounding like humming birds and you don't want to be in that room with the judge looking at you and telling you your rights. Being in that room listening to what was happening was so poor for the under age kids that got caught while drinking or using drugs was no fun.
Getting caught by the police while you are under the age of 21 is not fun at all, and you could get into big trouble with the law. You may think if you do this you will never ever get caught by the police but this twice about what your going to do. If you want to go Juvenile, heard a lot of things you can go and do when the judge tells you what you are going to be doing. To all the young students think about what your going to be doing and listen to your parents.

My Thoughts About Ending Short Stories

Reading so many books they would have wonderful beginnings, great imaginations which soon becomes a movie for children to enjoy. I have enjoyed these books which made me realize I love writing my own short stories but close to the end I give up imaging. Wondering why doing this in every short story I make end up not ending. As I thought about ending this short story with all my power to take a chance to completely end it.

Stopped by Cops

This happened when I was in bethel durning my college life while walking around with my friends. One day walking around town thinking where we going to walk next until this Police passes and asked us three, "How Old Are You?" My heart beating after suchs a rush tell the police the age we were soon left us be. This memory would never be forgotten.

Coming Down With This

Laying down feeling unhappy
Thinking that I was coming down with a cold
Bored here and there
Doing homework
Feeling unhappy
Laying on this bed
Almost finished with homework
Listening to the sound of sounds
Seriously coming down with something
Love sick
That is what I was coming down with
I was feeling love sick

Missing Michelle

Every day
Sitting here
Thinking how we use to have fun together
Missing that voice of yours
Doing things together
Watching you
So you don't do anything stupid
These memories I have in my head of you
Are always in my heart
Missing you
Michelle,
Can't wait to see you once again
My Pretty Angel
Flying in the sky
We Miss You
Michelle Linda Waska

~atmik~3 card Make-Up

this game was taken place at Sackett Hall, in Bethel Alaska. From the right, Shannon, Francis and I played atmik because Shannon was too bored and asked us to play this game. "I know I am going to lose." those are the words i said to her and found out that i lost only ONCE. laugh out loud. as you can see that Francis and Shannon were the worst but then today-December 5-i lost 5 times. well i was too much laughing at both of them but it was okay because i was having fun playing this game. Atmik (3 card make up game) thinking of playing this game when i get together with my family back at home. to make the day a lot fun besides watching tv or playing games. spending time with my family is better and with some friends because we can have these memories in our hearts when we get older and have stories to tell our future family. pictures to show how fun we had and yea i am bored telling things i am going to go. laugh out loud. P.S. you got to laugh at the picture.

Harlem Globtraters

These basketball all star went to Bethel and played a short game. There were making all the people enjoy the time being a all star basketball.
Watching them play games was a lot fun because of they kept making all the people on the bleaches laugh their lungs out. Making basketball a lot of fun to play now. Number 10 was funny he kept going to the people sitting watching them play and also the others were going every where so the day of them being here was a fun time.
Andrew was excited to see them and let all these guys signs his sweater. awesome day to be there.

What You Expected?

Looking, Thinking, Praying
These things are going through my head
You may think college is easy at first
But as you get it right you may find it a lot easy

Stressing, Hoping, Praying
I am experiencing a lot of these
There would be a lot of homework you would ever work on then high school
Hoping you would pass all your class you are taking
Praying to god to help you out on the things that are stressing you out

What you expected college to be like?
How would you know about being here?
Who would you know from here?

A lot of questions would go through your mind
There is always answers for them
All you need to do is
Not be afraid to ask stupid or hard questions to the college people
Takes a lot of courage to ask
Never be afraid to get out of your box

All my experience was a roller coaster ride
When I got my things straighten out
I am doing good here in college
But a little stressing out still
Talking to my close new friends about it
Feeling a lot better when I first arrived

What you expect?